Food-Sweat-Fears

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On the left- retail therapy
On the right - naturopath and self help therapy.

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My life right now.....

This article explains my current situation perfectly.
I’ve already cut back to four Crossfit sessions a week but may have to stop all together if my symptoms/issues don’t start getting better.

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This week has included
• a wardrobe clean out and organise
• new shoes
•free fruit delivered to work

Not pictured
• 3 Crossfit sessions
• 3 runs
• dinner with a friend I haven’t caught up with in a long time
• dad’s birthday dinner

The kicker?
Back to the naturopath today to get started on getting healthier and losing weight. Despite my best efforts, noting is working.
She wants me to get a whole bunch of blood work done to cancel out some options. For now, she’s working in getting my thyroid functioning properly an my cortisol and hormones in check!

It’s a really frustrating process as I eat well, exercise lots and am stress free so I feel like I should be rewarded with the body and health I want. Unfortunately my body has other plans and is really going to make me work for it.

The two main things she wants me to do are
- drink LESS water
- do LESS exercise.

Seriously… Seems ridiculous, right?

Here’s to trying to work it all out so I can be a Victorias Secret model by 2020.
Always need to have SMART goals….

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Last weekend my mum got married. It was a brilliant weekend full of laughs, friends and family.
From the top
1. Pre wedding Pampering at the salon while drinking Moët.
2. My hot pink nails.
3. Selfie time
4. My beautiful mum and her husband. Check out the figure on that lady!!!!
5. Drinking games with the new family.

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Today has been a day of good eating, pampering and exciting times before my mums wedding.

Bring on tomorrow

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My brain is trying very hard to comprehend how it will lose weight and centimetres eating with these macros. 

My fingers are crossed for a good weigh in on Saturday but I’m very nervous.

My brain is trying very hard to comprehend how it will lose weight and centimetres eating with these macros.

My fingers are crossed for a good weigh in on Saturday but I’m very nervous.

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Sometimes life doesn’t make sense. Actually, sometimes death doesn’t make sense.

Sometimes I have no words. Sometimes I don’t know how I feel, how I should feel.
Sometimes I want to yell at the seeming injustice.

My cousin, who is also one of my closest friends, lost her baby today. Little baby Q was born forever asleep. She was perfectly made and will be loved and missed forever.

Today should be a joyful day. It is not. It is a day full of sorrow and bewilderment. A day of unanswered questions and broken hearts.

Baby Q never had a chance to meet her amazing parents in the outside world but I have no doubt she knew they loved her and had been preparing for her for so long.
She would have her mothers sarcastic humour and contagious laugh. She would have her fathers welcoming and kind nature.

I don’t understand why you’re not here with us Baby Q but I know you’re now in some pretty amazing company with people who will look after you.

Rest in peace, beautiful girl

Xxx